WISHING

Monday, December 13, 2010

*_*PAST*_*

i went to read my older post!ii sound so dumb!wahahah~
cant take it!ii wan to reply to my own post!
ii finally can differentiate yoochun and junsu!
both of them are also my hubby!ii gonna change my favourite later!
wahahahaha!

ii was shock thst my aunt also watch sungkyunkwan scandal!~
keke!my favourite drama!!she still give miie pirated CD from indonesia!!!!!!!!
den ii still show her how ii love micky yoochun!
my file, ez-link sticker, handphone and itouch wallpaper!
sound a bit sick too!muhahahahah~
seriously cant stop thinking of yoochun~~he is so shuai!
nose bleeding again~~~one day ii will die short of blood!

and now den ii know so many shuai ge!
ron-harry potter
seulong-2am
Tomohisa Yamashita.
minho-shinee
siao liao lahs!why all so handsome!wahahaha!crazy girl here again!
ii think ii will post yoochun and junsu de photo here one day!
gonna study!if not tml cui~6 chapters!

*WISHING*[8:30 AM]

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wow!it have been so long since ii use my blog!
luckily it is dead now!ii mean my blog!
wahahah!
haiz~now is CT period!ii hate it!ii am very afraid becos of this CT ii cant go internship! PEK CHEK!
the only module ii dun understand was PS!cos ii keep pon ten!~wahahahahah~
serve miie right!kekex.

this few days actually happen alot of things!thats why ii suddenly start blogging again!
but ii dun think anyone will read it~!
wahahah~

sometimes ii feel that ii dun even understand myself well. how euu all actually understand miie????
and seriously dun act close with miie~euu should feel that i dun really like euu much!so fake!~
how can a person be so fake and trying to act dumb at the same time?
that is why ii wanna beat euu down!ii will defeat euu one day!~>:(

*WISHING*[8:18 AM]

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Saturday, July 31, 2010

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just now was @ jp starbucks again!
ii know!boring right!
always go to the same place and drink coffee!
should stop going to that place again!
but I just CANT:D
today we went there!got miie laopo and mable!
my chingu!!!hahahaha.
donna wanted to come after dance class.but she slept after reaching home-.-'''

hahahaha!!!today we learn SHINEE de lucifer!ii was so happy sia!!
hehe..love this song!!!
"her whisper is her lucifer"~~~~
actually today also very tired!
we dance almost 3hrs.cos the teacher was late!
nvm..the instructor quite good.
keep repeating the same step.
so we can memorise better.hahs.
but the fat one!!!he is such an ass..
if killing/beating is not a crime!
ii confirm kill/beat him..!@#%$#$%^&*&^%$#@
he was so rude!how come got ppl be his friend!
such an CBK!maybe cos he is rich!
but dun think so!cos he keep asking for money!
wahahahahaha.fat ass!NNB!

*WISHING*[10:25 AM]

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Monday, July 26, 2010

*_*선옥야!!!피이팅!!!!!*_*

hehe.blogging again:DD
wad a bad day!!!rain in the morning!
damn cold!still have practical test in the morning!
damn boring!!

4.07pm-having appg!!!ii wan to sleep!!OMG!!!
REALLY DAMN TIRED!!!
EMILY SAY SHE IS CUTE!!!(ALMOST VOMITTED AGAIN!!!)hahahah!!!

PLEASE DUN LET ME FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM!!!
I HATE MYSELF TO BE LIKE THAT!!
ALWAYS LIKE SOMEONE WHEN II SAW THE PERSON!!!
THIS SUCKS!!!

MUST TELL MYSELF HE SUCKS!!!
선옥야!!!피이팅!!!!!

*WISHING*[12:52 AM]

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

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hehe.blogging again~~~~
hmm...ytd we celebrated donna birthday!!!
hahs..actually we only bought cake for her..
we went to eat steamboat at chong pang..
cos koh peck hoon treat..confirm ii will go!!
kidding lahs..she promise say wanna treat us one:DD

donna do not know that ii bought a cake for her.
cos ii end school @ 5pm.so ii choing down to jp de bakerzin to buy the cake for her..
the cake damn heavy can!cos ii have to put all my lecture note to hide it.
donna tot ii really when to exchange things with my other friend @ jp.
damn funny can.
the KPH was late..but heng she cab down.if not ii will be damn hungry..
should had left the cake @ bakerzin.so ii no need to bring to chong pang le.den back to jp starbucks.zzz
we cab down to starbucks cos donna dun wan to go home late.
and we reach starbucks around 10.10pm.i think.
heng still got see him sia.if not waste my cab fare.hahs..

actually..ii did not want to talk to him de~
and ii think he also cant recongnize miie:((
but too bad!ii need a lighter.and all of us there do not have a lighter.
so ii had to ask him......in the end also dun have.
den ii run to cheers and buy the lighter.ii dunno why ii need to run.hahahahahaha.
lame right..
next time ii will upload the photos.anyway also no one see my blog.hahahahaha!

*WISHING*[8:55 AM]

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Saturday, July 17, 2010

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recently ii got nothing to do~~~
actually ii got alot of project to do!
but lazy to do:(

if on 5 july 11.59pm euu never sms miie!
and ii never reply euu!
ii wont be so miserable!!
haiz..ii dun like euu lehs.
but ii just dunno why ii am like that!
!@#$%^^&*&^$#!!@#$~~
and ii also dun like guys younger than miie:S

wad a weird brain ii have this few days..
even last week~~the dance instructor teaches us SHINee de juliet~
and ii am unhappy bout it..
dunno why!maybe is mood swing~
swing till like that~aiyooooo~~~~
aishi~~ah jin jja!kekex..

oh ya.ytd we learnt b2st de bad girl..so fun~~
hehe.ii hope next week is super junior lehs..
hahs.and must be either yoyo or yvonne teach~~
if not ii going to be angry again:D

*WISHING*[8:53 PM]

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today sungmin oppa quitted his twitter~~
he even deleted his acc~damn sad can~
ii almost cried when i saw this news~

어떻게요????
싫어~~~
dunno wad happened to miie this few days..
ii really dunno!!seriously~
i want to cry~~really cry hard~
but i just cant cry...hate this feeling.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can i go to the beach and scream~~
just scream~
but i know that this feeling will go off soon~~
cos ii will handle this feeling properly~:D

TILL TODAY DEN II FIND OUT THE MEANING OF THIS SONG~
SO SAD~NEH NEH MAKE MIIE CRIED!
ooo..ii actually cried~like a finally~

Super Junior-In My Dream
hangul:
그녀가 돌아오네요 미안하다고 하네요 익숙했던 그리운 그 손길로 어루만져요
날 보는 안쓰런 눈길, 듣고 싶던 그 목소리, 다정하게 이젠 울지 말라네요
널 내 품에 안으면 사라져 버리고 눈물이 흘러 베개를 적시면
난 그제야 잠에서 깨어요 아침은 늘 이렇게….My Love

*영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도, 여전히 그녀로 깨어나도…
다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도, 오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 수가 있어

그녀가 웃고 있네요 너무나 오랜만이죠 그런 모습 그렇게 보고 싶던 나의 그녀죠
그녀가 걷고 있어요 어떤 사람과 다정히 내 가슴은 무겁게 내리 눌려요
또 난 꿈을 꾼 거죠 식은 땀 흐르고 아파서 기억 조차도 싫은 꿈
난 온종일 무엇도 못하고 시간을 보내겠죠 My love
*영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도, 여전히 그녀로 깨어나도….
다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도, 오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 텐데

이제 흐려질 만도 한데 그녀는 점점 짙어가요
어제 꿈에서처럼 오늘 내게 와요 이제는 혼자 잠들지 않게

*영원히 이대로 잠들길 바래도, 여전히 그녀로 깨어나도….
다시는 꿈꾸지 않기를 바래도, 오늘도 그녀로 나는 잠이 들 텐데

오늘 그댈 다시 볼 수만 있다면, 그럴 수 있다면, 돌아오면….
한번만 네 곁에 잠들 수 있다면, 그럴 수 있다면…
그대로 깨지 않고 싶어, 잠이 들 수 있다면….

Romanji:
Geunyeoga dora oneyo mian hadago haneyo iksukhaeteon geuri ungeu songillo eoru manjyeoyo
Nal boneun ansseureon nungil deugo shipdeon geu moksori dajeong hage ijen ulji mallaneyo
Neol nae pume aneumyeon sarajyeo beorigo nunmuri heulleo begaereul jeokshimyeon
Nan geujeya jameseo kkaeyeoyo achimeun neul ireohke, my love

Yeong wonhi idaero jamdeulgil baraedo yeojeonhi geunyeoro kkaeyeo nado
Dashineun kkumkkuji anhkireul baraedom oneuldo geunyeoro naneun jamideul suga isseo

Geunyeoga ugo ineyo neomuna oraen manijyo geureon moseup geureohke bogo shipdeon naye geunyeojyo
Geunyeoga geogo isseoyo eotteon saramgwa dajeonghi nae gaseumeun mugeopge naeri nullyeoyo
Tto nan kkumeul kkun geojyo shigeun ttam heureugo apaseo giyeok jochado shilheum kkeum
Nan onjongil muwoto mothago shiganeul bonaegejyo, my love

Yeong wonhi idaero jamdeulgil baraedo yeojeonhi geunyeoro kkaeyeo nado
Dashineun kkumkkuji anhkireul baraedom oneuldo geunyeoro naneun jamideul tende

Ije heuryeojil mando hande geunyeoneun jeom jeom jiteogayo
Eoje kkumeseo cheoreom oneul naege wayo ijeneun honja jamdeulji anhke

Yeong wonhi idaero jamdeulgil baraedo yeojeonhi geunyeoro kkaeyeo nado
Dashineun kkumkkuji anhkireul baraedom oneuldo geunyeoro naneun jamideul tende
Oneul geudael dashi bolsuman itamyeon geureolsu itamyeon dora omyeon
Hanbeon man nigyeote jamdeul su itamyeon, geureol su itamyeon, geudaero kkaeji anhko shipeo, oh, jami deulsu itamyeon

Eng Translation:
She comes back
She says she’s sorry
The skilled hands these I missed caress my own
The apologetic eyes that look at me
the voice I want to hear
Tenderly telling me not to cry
If I hold you in my arms
and you disappear
The tears flow and my pillow becomes wet
At last I wake up from my Sleep
The Morning is always like that…
MY LOVE~~
I wish I would fall asleep forever like this
I wake up with her presence still…
although I hope I don’t dream again,
Like today, it seems I fall asleep with her presence
She’s smiling
It’s really been too long
I’ve missed that expression
She’s my Girl, isn’t she?
She’s walking away
Embracing another person
My chest ‘s like it’s being crushed under a heavy weight
I’m dreaming again, right?
Cold sweat runs down my body
It hurts to dream about things,
I hate to remember
I can’t do anything all day long
We’ll spend lot of time together, right…
MY LOVE~~
I wish I would fall asleep forever like this
I wake up with her presence still…
although I hope I don’t dream again,
Like today, it seems I fall asleep with her presence
Everything is becoming cloudy
but her image is getting stronger
Like I dreamed yesterday, today she comes to me
Now I don’t sleep alone anymore
I wish I would fall asleep forever like this
I wake up with her presence still…
If I could only see you today too,
If I could do it again,
If you came back again…
If you slept by my side one more time
If that happened once again,
I wouldn’t want to wake up
Ohuhoh~~~
Uhuhuah~
If I could fall asleep…

*WISHING*[10:10 AM]

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